Sunday, 6 January 2019

Loss Of Innersight To Rigidity

https://drmalcolmkendrick.org/2019/01/02/what-causes-heart-disease-part-60-prediction/

There are inherently dangers wherever you live, but your awareness of them as part of your own inheritance and participance in life, is very different from the collective groupthink that we are induced to assume .

I sense that hidden fears are the most dangerous, and in that respect 'risk-aversion' prepares the unwary for being predated upon by protection rackets.

A world without fear is either delusional or truly awake.

Facing fears and growing, is the way to become free of them. Being trained to believe we cannot, is part of our domestication. Then, when life happens, we freak out in the attempt to get back in our cage and learn 'not to go there' and so map out our life in ever decreasing circles of 'control'.

Nor am I implying blame for our current condition - but that with some compassion we can lose our rigidity for a more flexible response-ability.

I have read that the pineal gland is also subject to calcification. There is more to life than meets the outer eye - but who believes that - when they have lost innersight within a rigidity of mind?

A Persistent Pervasive Nocebo Effect

https://drmalcolmkendrick.org/2019/01/02/what-causes-heart-disease-part-60-prediction/

Negative expectations associated with believed authorities and ongoing (unresolved) fear from our past are a persistent pervasive nocebo effect - in terms of worry and anxiety that may lie beneath the surface mind in subconscious (learned) thought and behaviour patterns.

The 'unknown' is rarely seen as an opportunity for a wonderful surprise - ie we are already set in a nocebo mind as normal or socially acceptable (or even required) behaviour.

I don't think this can be underestimated - nor can wishful thinking plaster positive thinking on top of it - as if to generate a positive outcome beyond its honeymoon effect.

What role does reconciliation and resolution of inner conflict of family conflict have in biological pathways restoring health - or even synchronicities of finding the treatment that works for you?
I regard ' you can lead a horse to water but you cant make it drink' as relevant to health. many may say they want health or don't want sickness, but are unwilling to look at or deal with 'no-go' or 'non-negotiable areas of their lives - ie they are unwilling to change in ways they may also be unwilling to even know. People can be very stubborn - regardless it's cost to them.


Nocebo is a kind of negative voodoo. But no one can change a belief they are not willing to own and some facets of our personality are intolerable - hence the mind of denial in attempt to escape. One opportunity of a crisis, is to recognize or know again aspects of self that had been hidden or denied and as a result reintegrate or heal as a consciousness and not just as a body or as a self all by yourself. 

Relationship is the nature of being - and broken of denied communication is an isolating demand on a limited resource. If people treat me in ways that undermine my integrity and theirs, I wont join with it or support it. I listen to what anyone says and  then take it into consideration if it seems relevant. But the listening is not believing. If I decide to take a course of action I will then actively believe it because I am choosing it. But that doesn't mean I am not still listening for whether to persist or modify my mind and behaviour on the basis of new perspective. I have to live with the consequences of my actions; not my doctor (who has to live the consequence of theirs). Nor my 'leaders' in any field of influence. 

Owning my own is a key to immunity from what actually doesn't belong to me. A house divided cannot stand.

Saturday, 5 January 2019

Wizard Of Oz Syndrome

https://drmalcolmkendrick.org/2019/01/02/what-causes-heart-disease-part-60-prediction/

Wizard of Oz syndrome is where someone or some institutional body presents itself as more knowing and powerful than it in fact is - so as to receive or assert a self inflation under wishful thinking to which fear appeals for help as if to a true authority.

In presuming that experts already know, we undermine our own process of discovering that involves active responsibility for listening for prompts and guidance on which to act - or indeed refrain from acting. We know more than we know we know or allow ourself to own - by dint of association of knowing with self-inflation that throws out the baby with the bathwater because the wordless or formless sense of life has no place in the model of a top down or outside-in sense of definition, prediction and control.

The ability to 'know' an awful lot about a very little is the curse of specialisation - along with the self-protective defence of such identifications as each specialisation. Such is the human condition in terms of exclusive focus or 'private minds' structured in forms of self-reinforcement against naked truth.

Unreal expectations structure unreal relationships. But in our current world the desire and expectation FOR a real relationship seems to be off the charts and checkboxes of 'healthcare' (sic), excepting the good health or fortune of finding such a willingness for mutual respect.

Passing off as an authority beyond our station is a way of setting up pride before a fall or perhaps a 'heart attack' or some other fuse flowing. But the inverse pride runs a self-demeaning narrative that reminds me of a Dylan lyric in which the heart attack machine is strapped onto the shoulders of those who know more than they do. (Desolation Row).

I see there is a child of life seeking to 'come out' from the prison of a lovelessly structured existence - which in larger terms could be seen as new perspectives meeting the same old denials. Its easier to see it in others than ourself - but crisis - including illness - can be a way of getting our attention to give it to the Field of Relation - instead of a dalek's eye view of a mind locked into a defensive impermeability.

Officially settled consensual germ theory focuses on alleged pathogen as a way of ignoring or disregarding the field. The field of knowing is our relational being and aligning in it is aligning in health instead of in imaged and defended models of what thinking says it is supposed to be or contrives to make it seem to be.

Regardless the terms I use, it remains possible to align within an integrity or integrative sense of self and world - or to align against it, beneath the presentation of 'emperor's new clothes' or fig leaf thinking by which to cover our nakedness from a feared truth.


And so 'I don't know' or 'I cant do it' becomes a simple self-honesty of pause from struggle that opens to listen for that which does know, and reveals itself by recognisable fruits. The ability to discern or recognize health is innate - while the setting up of rules that must be met or complied with to meet a definition of health is an artificial construct.

Friday, 4 January 2019

When The Inflammatory Process Goes Awry

https://drmalcolmkendrick.org/2019/01/02/what-causes-heart-disease-part-60-prediction/


.... anticipates Dr Kendrick’s next instalment and covers risk factors featured in this instalment:
https://www.westonaprice.org/health-topics/modern-diseases/what-causes-heart-disease/


Yes – worth reading.

“The inflammatory response is actually a defense mechanism that helps the body heal but when the inflammatory process goes awry”

Either the inflammation aggressively persists or the natural clearing and rebalancing (healing) process is blocked. Or of course both.

I appreciate the courage and commen sense re smoking put forth in the article. Smoking has been elevated to a ‘hitler’ by which to divert from more direct causative awareness and as a moral crusade that has opened the door to state intervention in any other ‘moral crusade’ – such as is showing its colours in the ‘vegan’ meme (which I distinguish from a vegan life-choice). Or indeed the ‘carbon’ footprint.


Toxic exposures and environments are systematic and largely protected BY regulation – with only token sacrifices to the attempt to hold the Corporate (or military) to account. Of course toxicity is part of bio-function and living in the world – but dosage or exposure level is critical – as is the protections and ability to handle it that are generally assigned to ‘health’.

The Term Kol Or Key Opinion Leader

https://drmalcolmkendrick.org/2019/01/02/what-causes-heart-disease-part-60-prediction/?replytocom=114391#respond 

The term KOL or key opinion leader is part of a social engineering (PR) construct and intent.
So indeed 'do as I say' but who knows what in fact they do.
Statistics on such matters would reveal a similar pattern to the money trail - but cannot be reliably gathered. Over 80% of oncologists (I have read/ been told) are privately of the opinion that they would not accept the treatment that they serve out. I have no way of knowing if this is in fact broadly true but I can of course easily believe it as the treatment is highly toxic and has a poor overall result. But reason cannot be called on in public as a basis for 'undermining' the narrative dictate of what claims to be healthcare but operates sickness management, without risk of penalty relative to one's reputation and career. Undermining 'science' in terms of institutional ego or public face and faith is responded to as breaking ranks or exposing dirty washing in public and therefore a threat or attack to the established state protected public protections and therefore an enemy of the state and of the people.

Some scientifically endorsed  superstitions - such as statins - have a large cohort of believers within the professional class as with those who place their faith in them. My sense is that insider insiders are well aware of their own fraud or lack of full disclosure, and would no more take the 'treatment' than eat dog food.

With the digitisation of medical information in real time into the Internet of Things may come the lack of hiding place regarding actual rather than professed treatment choices - particularly regarding the perhaps by then mandatory wave of new vaccination schedules.

I don't know that 'elites' are particularly immune to the diseases of 'civilisation' but they are bound to have access to services and treatments that others don't - or the inside knowledge to avoid them. Diagnosis of a condition may vary with social class or status or what country you live in.

I suspect that malnutrition and toxicity underlies much of what is considered disease.

The Mind Is A 'Wonderful Thing' Wot!

https://drmalcolmkendrick.org/2019/01/02/what-causes-heart-disease-part-60-prediction/

The mind is a 'wonderful thing' wot!
As long as you are aging or persisting in time - you are alive as this unique you.
So ageing is not death and doesn't cause it - but you can see it that way if you want.

Likewise your risk of death in this very moment is zero - because you are 100% alive even if your  systemic noise to signal ration makes a case for a partial state of aliveness. The quality and current state of your experience may be anything in any set of ranges - but by God - you are the witness to Life is - and not the dead witnessing to Life was - but death deleted it.

This is not very 'spiritually correct' in a dead world under dead management - but lets say that the mind's defined identity in this life is not the Life itself - but an expression of such a focus in the frame of time and space, then you can recognize you are supported in the acceptance and exploration of your thought (self-definition) so as to be able to live under constant threat of death and have the benefits thereof - or some other way of embodying Life.

Thus at the level of mind-substitution for a real life, is the ability to in a sense be already dead - as a sort of pre-emptive ultimate vaccination. My Dad was a bit like that - "Better to never have loved than to have loved and lost" could have been his motto. But that is simply the expression of defence of an unhealed heart and not the truth of the love that he simply was and is - in my life - though he gave up the ghost of the struggle to maintain his defences against overwhelming odds.

I don't know 'where I go' when I 'fall' to sleep and have no way of knowing how to wake or for sure whether I will. Indeed the next moment could be a surprise!
Takenforgrantedness is surely dead to the living world.
The mind can be a very useful tool but  like the internet - a poor choice of persistent fixated focus. The idea of death can be used to bring ourselves truly present - or to absent ourself under a sense of dissociated thinking that doesn't add even a cubit to who we are - (what's a cubit? ;-)
Obviously there is a love of problem solving within the human predicament - so much so that our answers seem to grow more heads to the problem - but as if new problems.

What if opening all facets of an issue to communication allowed a process of reintegration, resolution and reconciliation? Some of which some of us find during our preparations to let go of whatever life is - or seemed so definitely to be at the time.

When I lost a beloved to sudden death - the nature of it pulled the rug  - nay the foundations from beneath me such as to not have any personal sense of an ability to live on - but life from a deeper place recognized the 'invitation' or opportunity to exit and did not choose it - one moment at a time over a long time. There are 'mysteries' that are felt and known that cannot be articulated or anatomised that are in a sense the underlying reality to this balancing act we call the world.

Without denigrating our physical embodiment - we are not obliged to confine to its definitions - that in fact we give it as our 'model' of self in relation to another (relational being). The range of nutrients includes whatever is your meat - or bread - but you live by a whole convergence or focus of activities and events - as do we all - and by far the most of which are out of range to our little minded thought.

That Sun activity has effect on the heart is already intimating a greater environment that keeps time to an invisible music.
Who knows whether this one gets past Malcolm. But when I write to one I write to all.
Incoming messages can be blocked because they don't fit the narrative defence requirements.

Anyone aligning in their own integrity of being will encounter exclusion in a world of lies. It may not seem so at the time because we are trained to see what is wrong with everyone else. Reintegrating to a deeper or more embracing (and timeless) awareness is not in order to get a longer or better life for oneself - but to open a better perspective in terms of self-integrity that naturally extends to others - because it is beneath all the crap I took to be myself and struggled with(in).

So many are trained to seek union in a negative that they are completely unaware of what they are doing. Friends who only agree are feigning - so as to bubble or wall out what the relationship is being used to hide. No blame in that as a conscious choice to share something worthy together. But when cliqued into habitual identities that run in place of relationship, it is running exactly like the institutions we like to judge against. the establishment is those who have enough of what they want from the way it currently is - and those who have so little they are afraid of losing the little they have in any real change.


is it possible to die while still alive - in terms of renewal and refreshment? Or is the old dog condemned to the same old tricks? The principle is simply a curiosity - lived. Not a dramatic rebranding. Perhaps we can choose to die consciously or to hide? But this would likely be the result of living this way and not suddenly releasing ingrained habits of thought just because the body falls off. The best prediction is always a now-update in terms of all the energetic variables present as probable futures. The act of predicting - itself - changes the balance. But its only a reading of what is currently in motion in current framing.

But That May Be In Fact Our 'Second Nature'

https://drmalcolmkendrick.org/2019/01/02/what-causes-heart-disease-part-60-prediction/?replytocom=114337#respond 

To your very last point: I note that we can see the world in terms of evil intent or as an expression of fear-induced ignorance or self-deception. This is a chicken and egg situation, because each reinforces the other. We can also see the world as an opportunity of education - as the undoing of ignorance in a truly well intent.

While an ill-intent runs as if self-protective, ignorance is asserted or imposed as necessary, good, or at least the lesser evil and all running as if our nature or the natural order.

Ill intent is not our natural intent - but is systematically built into our social identity in terms of defence against feared or denied aspects of our being. Denied self is necessarily an ignorance, of self-evasion. Running away from our self - in terms of un-owned or unfaced conflicts is presented as the mask of discovery and achievement or ability to keep face.


I don't accept the nature of fear as the true of us - but I do accept that we have let fear replace reason and in that sense lost our mind. Recognition of which is the regaining of sanity in some degree. My sense of lies is that they multiply and render unworkable or dysfunctional and the crisis of such is the opportunity to 'awaken' rather than dig deeper into defending a false premise. This is the ability or willingness to question what used to be regarded as reality - and is necessarily confronting fears rather than hiding them - but only with regard to the ills of the day thereof. No need to go looking for a cause of loss of joy and peace in our day. But that may be in fact our 'second nature'.