in reply to
https://drmalcolmkendrick.org/2019/06/04/writers-block/?replytocom=139187#respond
As readers may already know I stand in some awareness of the human mind running itself 'backwards' - indeed in a world where “Everything is BACKWARDS; everything is upside down! Doctors destroy health, Lawyers destroy justice, Universities destroy knowledge, Governments destroy freedom, Major media destroys information, And religions destroy spirituality". Michael Ellner.
So when I see IHD (lack of blood supply related heart failure posited as CAUSE of death - I read it as an EFFECT of systemic breakdown - of imbalance or disorder, that we assign as causing death - and then further seek 'causality' along the chain of observable or measurable or indeed hypothetical linkages of causation - such as 'fat or calcium blocked arteries' that themselves are effects of 'lifestyle choices' or indeed socially engineered hysteria (which is its own kind of systemic system of action and reaction).
I came to this post in my email after dipping into some introductory 'education' in the frame of an electromagnetic Universe operating (fractally) at all orders of magnitude. Our official or should I say invested and defended 'model' is supposed to be 'scientific. but as a human endeavour is necessarily expressing the human condition - or as I prefer to call it - the human conditioning.
The mind - in its psychic-emotional-physical totality - is not only a systemic or self-organising feedback loop - but has its whole existence or perhaps I should say expression, within a larger field of Communication or energetic/informational interaction and exchange.
Cosmic 'weather' is starting to be somewhat officially recognised as having some effect on Earth in terms of Earthquakes, cyclones, magnetospheric protection from Cosmic radiation, to scratch the surface. But there is also a correspondence in biology - and as I see it - in evolutionary 'shifts' rather than the 'steady state' fantasy of gradualism. Growth spurts or even the discarding of an old form for a new as a result of frequency shifts (cymatics).
I see cause and effect as the very foundation of our life in space, time or physical expression and the lawful recognition of consequence as a true feedback to the current order of thought and felt meaning - or 'model' by which we maintain identity. Yet at its foundation, is a synchronicity where cause and event are one - and thi in human terms is an intimacy of being most often associated with truth, as transcendent embrace - rather than the mind's attempt to define and determine. And yet this quality of an embracing and flowing balance corrects or realigns our model, image or thinking - IF we are willing to release our defences against it.
It is very challenging to find words to express the nature of an invested identity operating AS IF true at expense of true - but its effects, result or 'reward' is a dissonance set in conflict, struggle and guilt - that both undermines the will to love while casting the will to live in terms of the call to war. I hold it that we kill ourselves (over and over again) in collective entanglements of (relational or psychic-emotional) conflict and defence. Not least of which is the mind itself - when employed as a censor set against any threat to its 'business model' of bolstering 'survival' against a likewise bolstered set of fears and denials.
Everyone has their own version of whatever, and part of this is that we can for example use eating as a substitute for connection and layer ourself in hiding from emotional conflicts that are not really OUT THERE so much as projected and reinforced from an current unreadiness or incapacity to face, own and release our fear-distorted identifications to a true and just account or 'rebalancing recognition.
I sense that the blood moves 'electrically' and that the heart is a 'regulator' or conductor - in the orchestral sense - but also in the sense of a wholeness reflected to all its parts AS unified function (health). I don't write to undermine the mind in cause and effect - but to more deeply - or intimately - reestablish it. Reintegration is another word for healing or indeed awakening. Storms serve a function in the clearing of charge in the 'air' to a re-cognition of relational wholeness.
Movement is the nature of embodied energetic expression, surfing or embracing the flow of change is challenging to any fixed position.
I recall reading that the only way to feel better is to FEEL - better. The mind can and will spin off in its own whorl, without anchoring of persistent re-founding in the heart. Crisis are also the CALL to reconnect and not a call to war that acts before a true pause lets the direction of the heart's knowing guide and support the focus of awareness and attention or noticing.
I may seem to be saying we are 'victims' of space weather but that is a reversal of what I am saying to fit the old wine bottle thinking. Resonance is a quality of recognition at a level prior to the mind of self-justification. After all our detective work we still come to an intuited decision to extend trust to what we modelled out - and commit to it. It may be that standing with both feet in a chosen or accepted act of thought, word and deed is more important than the form it takes - because a unified purpose is healing - and one cannot FORCE this upon our being or upon each other. Though we can of course die (and kill each other) in the trying.
Regardless any 'understanding about' I still meet my own patterns of conflicts, denials and judgements and hidden hates and fears, as do we each and all together. Fear can stop the heart as it can paralyze or block and deny the expression of life by which we know ourselves in the truly living rather than take a conceptual system of thinking as a substitute as the masking or defending against fear of pain of loss.
If we give power to something outside ourself, we then suffer subjection - or lost sovereignty of will. (Freedom). I see a many layered development of a sense of such unconsciousness over millennia - and yet a habit is a persistent choice running subconsciously. Rather than struggle within a habit as if it has to be overcome, or eradicated, why not grow a new one by choosing from a genuinely felt connection in every now of free awareness or noticing?
Polarised struggle is different from unified integrity of being - even if some behaviours look the same. How many who are shocked or in a sense undone by mortal fear set themselves to even more deeply defend against change rather than reopen the capacity to feel where we are within its currents or constellation - and BE only that?
Possession and control operate a sense of self-centric isolation and division even if collectively aligned with all the king's horse and all the king's men.
Object continuity is essential to learning or entering the human world, but joy is of a different order - even within our world. The call to joy is a way of releasing grievance that doesn't make a globally destructive Corps out of managing and directing its repackaging in forms that seek to hide it while seeming to align in 'righteous crusade' against perceivedevil.
When I was younger I tried adopting spiritual practices including diets - that rendered me 'skinless' or exposed to what I was unable to integrate at that time and became sacrificially self righteous in noticing all the slouch, toxicity and 'unconsciousness' in OTHERS. Growing a conscious capacity to integrate our experience is living this day well, and this moment well - in terms of aligning in the wellspring of life rather than a reactive entanglement that costs us our shared appreciation for being and therefore for each other. Growing willingness for life is anything but victimhood or subjective determinism. Life Is as it Is - but what we make of it is what we allow expression of. I suggest we have arrived at a 'Prodigal' wasteland from which to awaken FROM as a qualitative shift of perspective that replaces quantitative easing or manually directed system control as a process of transitional steps that we can accept and embrace - despite periods of unsettling (disturbance). Science has a role in this but is also set free of its shackles of weaponisation and marketisation to serve the revealing of the already true - in place of patented determinations of 'discovered' truths.
On the same page in reply to a video link on Measles in the context of vaccination induced mutations:
Thanks for the link. I tend to associate cleverness with disconnected thinking - which needs it to manage a blindness brought about by ...disconnected thinking. Wisdom is a matter of listening or feeling for when to act, whether to act and how to act - with an ongoing willingness to question our presumptions. Self-gratifying roles or results such as recognition, status, privilege and profit all invite disconnected thinking - in terms of maintaining or defending the model that feeds them.
In reference to Pasteur's attitude as 'the thinking of the time' I feel that could be clarified. The good v evil narrative didn't go away with the subduction of Religion to the Brave New World of Science - but rather offered a new canvas to act out the same archetypes by acting out the belief that Religion itself was an evil tyranny of deceit and superstition - to be vanquished by the Forces of Light. But in all such times there were always alternative paths NOT taken - such as Bechamp and others of his view. In fact Pasteur - who sought fame and favour and found it, is reported to have recanted on his deathbed in saying; “Le microbe n’est rien, le terrain est tout.” (The microbe is nothing, the terrain is everything). This chimes with what I am always seeking to draw attention to - in that we have it backwards and as a result, our best intentions deliver us unto evils.
The underlying mindset or belief structure being operated FROM is the primary 'cause' of disease, conflict and war. Disconnected thinking in search of reinforcement and validation that binds and blinds to a 'self-survival' set against fears that of course include the loss of a self-inflated illusion of power and possession. Total humiliation is a kind of 'death' too. But one from which a natural or unaffected humility rises. Connected and Life-connecting thinking.
I know that psychic-emotional conflict can and does have physical expression - directly from observation and experience. I also know there are some areas of denied self that are dangerous to open in awareness without some readiness or preparation. But no less dangerous are denials that operate as shadow power running beneath the wishful thinking that becomes a world of lies.
Context is everything - and separating any thing or one from its living context is the lie and the father of it. This is the 'prodigal error' from which illegitimate progeny must ensue.
It is increasing accepted currency to self-hate as human beings - in the sense of humans being a 'virus' (sic) on a deified Planet. This does generate a context for self-destructive thought and deed to find hosting through which to undermine the health or natural function that remains.
Joy in life is an unselfconscious intimacy of being - and not a private gratifiction played out upon the body of self, others or world. 'Connected' is not the resut of 'all the king's men' but an already or prior quality of being that the mind has in a sense trained itself to overlook or rule out - as if to rule over a private domain. Power and possession as an acute self-consciousness seeking 'sustainability' against the Natural Order of relational being.
